I know I've been not been blogging for quite some time. Truth is, there are too many restrictions about what I could/couldn't blog about openly so I'm left with nothing much to blog about.
I don't think I'm in the mood of reminiscing the past or what happened in 2009.
I'm also not quite in the mood of having New Year's resolutions actually.
Come on, how many of you out there actually managed to carry out those resolutions anyway.
I'm basically plan-less for the time being. No concrete plans about my too long a holiday.
Not that I'm complaining about my long-awaited holidays but yeah, you've heard it a gazillion times that you'll actually get sick of rotting.
But trust me, i think I'm the last person who would complain that I hate rotting cos I really love doing nothing important with no hectic schedule, and no, that's not called lazy, that's how you enjoy life lmao.
Yet again, yadayadayada, I need to do something "fruitful" like what others (I presume) are doing, or are at least attempting to. Just hope that I'll get hired or I'll be stuck with my plan-less life for quite some time.
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PS if you haven't noticed, this is pretty much a ranting post =] Everybody needs to rant once in a while.
I'm losing my voice...! And sadly, it wasn't even cos I've sang too much in a karaoke or I've talked/laughed too much. Damnnn. In fact I didnt even talk much cos I was staying in most of the time. Stupid flu. What a way to end my 2009.
Well 2010 better be better =] <--- what a weird line.
Wanted to do the screaming for ages. I AM FINALLY BACK TO LIFE!
(..can't help being lame for a while XD)
Oh my. Forgot how I led my life before this thing called A Levels.
I've left this page rotting for the past 4 months and let MYSELF rot for the past 4 months or so.
You wouldn't wanna know my life was. But I'm positive I've studied even more than UPSR, PMR, SPM and whatever ujian combined.
And it's (almost) O-V-E-R!!
I'm starting to breathe the air again kyaaa!
Went out yesterday straight after Physics paper for a movie. Haha no 2012 of course. I would be closing my eyes throughout the entire movie so what's the point.
My camera is doomed. Thought it was my fault but apparently many Sony customers faced the same problem. Grrr Sony was (and still is) my fav cam brand.
Stupid camera started vibrating like a phone on Ecstasy. And the fact that I actually thought it was cool when it first started vibrating. Until it can't stop doing it. Bummer.
These were taken before my camera went clubbing and got drugged.
On the last officialday of school.
Esther made this for all of us <3
The outnumbered lads.
The girls.
They could really carry each other though.
You know in Singapore they call those Beng version of Malays MATS. Like the Mat in Mat Rempit. I have a couple of MATS wannabe in my class. Funny they are XD
And when the Cheeenahdecided to join =]
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I think I'm gifted. Lol. Always ready for the camera. Anytime. Anywhere.
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Mon says I look different.
My long long fringe lah. Blocking my (insert yourself) face.
And this is my funny Physics teacher.
My GP tutor was asking me few days back whether I'm interested in becoming a temporary Physics tutor for this secondary school.
And I replied,
..... I'm never gonna touch Physics again after A Levels.
LOL Sorry Mr. Gohel. I'm done with equations.
Yeah and if only my camera could obediently go for a rehab and quit VIBRATING.
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PS: I'm liking this guy who looks like Taeyang.
Obviously this is TY and not him.
PPSSS;
I'm randomly friends with this random Korean girl who told me she came from THE Korea and she loves a Singapore. Joke XDD
Finally back to the cyber world after a long disappearance.
Our mid yrs ended yesterday. If u ask me how is it, no joke, but it's like shit. Someone said to me once that shit is an easy thing to do lol, so I guess constipated is the word?
I don't get the point of the school for setting such tough papers. To demoralise us further? or to 'wake up our ideas'? Never once have I thought that I should just give up, but I actually felt that way yesterday. It's pretty unbelievable cos I was darn hungry during my Physics paper. And after much flipping and skipping questions cause I didn't know how to do a single one, half way through, I really, really, had the thought of just standing up and dashing off to the canteen.
It would be too dramatic, I thought. So yeah I continued staring at the paper instead of answering the call of my tummy. Blahhh~ As if any brilliant answers would pop out.
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It's Friday today. Woke up at (stunning~) 12 pm and went back to sleep till 2.30pm. Gosh I need to heal my dark circles badly. Tsk tsk exams are killers.
Went through a lot yesterday night about people's personalities and human behavior, which contributed to my weird title.
Many things shall remain private..
But really, one thing that I don't get, and I guess I'll never get, is human behavior. How someone behaves, and what someone would do (due to whatever reasons that I fail to understand).
It's scary to see the people in front of me behaving this way, but really, I'm just as helpless.
.................
On a lighter note..!
Holidays back home was nice. Well if u minus the everyday wake up and study part, the rest was lovely. As usual, I was fed with prawns everyday, lol my love for prawns <3 <3 I broke my record of not going shopping during the entire 2 weeks plus. The only entertainment I had was Night at the Musuem 2, and bro's graduation. But oh well, it's not all that pathetic. I'm just being sulky, and dramatic. lol my bad~
We'll go shopping after i'm done packing up all my stuff. Gosh, my room has been a total total MESS.
Everytime I gather all my strength to pack, I'll end up giving up looking at piles and piles oflecture notes and PILES and PILES of shirts.
So yeah, called 911-which is my mom, and thankfully she's coming to the rescue of my messed up room!
GSS is up, sales are like everywhere, from 50% to even 80%.
Really, tell me, who can miss all these good bargains?
As much as I want to study and feel less guilty, the callings from the malls are way too tempting.
Just one last shopping day before I go to my MUGGER mode aye?
I know I'll definitely regret it later when all the work load and notes come piling up but really, it's holiday for a reason. Study break comes later..
So yeah, MALACCA! Here I comeee! And LANGKAWI too~!
Yeap, today's the last day of school before our June hols officially begins.
But really, there's never good news when it comes to holidays in Singapore.
Pathetically, we have extra lessons for the entire first week of June. Yeah, so it's like yet another whole week of normal lessons. So holidays? Nahhh...
And I can only go back to Malacca on the following week. Nice nice, I'll be going to my bro's graduation =]]
But yet again, I have to come back 2 weeks later and to be quarantined in Sg for a week before my mid-yr exams. What logic is that?! Dang...
Oh well, I;m used to all these crap anyway. One thing I've learnt here is really to enjoy while u can, and to simply look at the 'guang guang' (bright) side lmao.
Like today, we'll be having BBQ in hostel!! Yeap, something I havent done for ages. Well, for the entire year lol!
The best thing is I'm like addicted to this really OLD Hong Kong drama that's airing on 8TV. Come on, 8TV leh? Which really means the drama is old, but who cares? It's so addictive that I'm glued to the TV every night from 7-8 pm lol! And yeah, the best thing is tonight's episode's gonna be damn good=]] Can't wait!!
Oh and tomorrow there'll be hostel's talent night. Opps and that high tea thingy with MOE officers. High tea with them, I really can't imagine what;s the outcome./ It's gonna be sooo awkward no? What conversations can we actually have omggg~
I'll be performing for the talent night gahhh! Haha! Trying to do something before I step down lol! Gonna dance SNSD's Circus with Junyi. Yeah, just 2 of us, so it's like a lil weird cos I'm used to 5... Teehee! But I really <3 the dance~!
Ohhh and I'm singing with Mon. Of alllll songs, HSM3 songs -_-" Don't even ask me why..
Lol hopefully won't 'zau sia' tomorrow cos I can't even remember the last time I wen Kbox. (Okay I'm exaggerating lol) But I'm really dying to go kbox!! It's an addiction I tell ya...!
I wanted to do nice nice post for you with nice nice pics but my connection is really really not nice, at all! So I ended up with boring words...
But no worries, it's the thought that counts right? hahaha!
I'll try to beautify this post when the connection gets better ya!!
Nowww.. the real message for my dear DBJ member that I miss so badly!
Hahah! I'm not really good at words but I really hope you're enjoying every bit of your life now, like how you always do =]] with you cheerful smile and hyper personlaity!
I really miss those days where we g0 on and on dancing and chatting and doing everything till the middle of the night, till the postman/newspaper man comes!
And I so miss those days where we heck cared bout our studies, and just keep kaji-ing all the dance steps and slept together, and ended up going to school squeezing in the car, with all five of us!
Well, all I wanna say is that I'm really proud to have a friend like you, whose passion for dance is soosoo strong, and like even though I've already gave up on dancing here (well, don't worry, just those genre that I'm like o_O! with, still 'on' for those dance we usually do).. Yeah,, but i somehow feel that you're the only one left, out of us five, that is still dancing strong! Woot! Yeah, it's like you're dancing for us too gahhh so nice!
Okay it's kinda long and emo but that's not what I'm trying to portray lol! I just really hope that we can still get together at times, even for the shortest time, despite our hectic schedule (lol!) and despite us being seperated by I dunno what selat! =]] Cos I know I'm always happy when the five of us get together~!
Remember Mix of the Best? I truly agree~! lol!
And I have no idea why I'm like teary now, but yeah, enjoy ur birthday k!!!
You're all grown up now, while I'm old now pffft~! hahah!
Yeah I'm proud of my long message~! Make sure u read every single word ya^^
LOVE YOU LOTS!!
Ps: let's go another trip together~~ dannng! hahah!
I hate to whine but really, the slow connection is driving me nuts.
One click and I have to wait for like minutes till the sites load.
Wasting much time trying to get things done online.
----
Went to the briefing for the National Honorary Scholars Summit thing. Yeah, it's a long name.
I finally have a clearer idea about the whole thing, cos previously we just sent in our apllications without knowing anything about it.
So yeah, apparently it's something like you come out with proposals, debate and vote for the best proposal and tadaaa, u get to carry out your proposal with government funding of like $10000.
That's a lot, mind you. And just imagine everything I mentioned happening in a much, much formal and serious manner. There you have it, the NHSS.
We were assigned leadership positions for the summit, and I ended up being a Vice Chairperson of the Commission. What's the Commission? Long story, but my job is to basically keep track of e time, take attendance and make conclusions. At least that's what I know so far..
I don't think I can ever public speak, and now I need to make conclusions for the entire 4 proposals that people came out with. OMG I really can't imagine how am I gonna be able to handle that.
No Mon Mon or Ishleen to bug about how to make conclusions and stuff. Gah,.. Just pray hard that everything will be ok on that day lol. If not I'll end up embarrassing myself dang.
Walked with my heels uphill. Wanted to take cab, but I was thinking that if I can survive the Tanah Merah hill, I can most prolly walk around in Swissotel without falling.
Boy was I wrong......
The journey back was just horrendously torturing. Like every little step hurts. Started regretting half way through my journey, but it was too late to turn back for taxi.
So I came back with my feet all red and swollen.
Really, I admire whoever that can walk comfortably in heels, and some who can even dance in heels. They're amazing.
Good thing is I didn't fall or anything, it was just awfully painful (that's all~ pfft).
So yeah, got lotsa research work and brain draining discussions to be done before the summit on 6th June. Need to squeeze more creative juice gah..
I know I've been not been blogging for quite some time. Truth is, there are too many restrictions about what I could/couldn't blog about openly so I'm left with nothing much to blog about.
I don't think I'm in the mood of reminiscing the past or what happened in 2009.
I'm also not quite in the mood of having New Year's resolutions actually.
Come on, how many of you out there actually managed to carry out those resolutions anyway.
I'm basically plan-less for the time being. No concrete plans about my too long a holiday.
Not that I'm complaining about my long-awaited holidays but yeah, you've heard it a gazillion times that you'll actually get sick of rotting.
But trust me, i think I'm the last person who would complain that I hate rotting cos I really love doing nothing important with no hectic schedule, and no, that's not called lazy, that's how you enjoy life lmao.
Yet again, yadayadayada, I need to do something "fruitful" like what others (I presume) are doing, or are at least attempting to. Just hope that I'll get hired or I'll be stuck with my plan-less life for quite some time.
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PS if you haven't noticed, this is pretty much a ranting post =] Everybody needs to rant once in a while.
I'm losing my voice...! And sadly, it wasn't even cos I've sang too much in a karaoke or I've talked/laughed too much. Damnnn. In fact I didnt even talk much cos I was staying in most of the time. Stupid flu. What a way to end my 2009.
Well 2010 better be better =] <--- what a weird line.
Wanted to do the screaming for ages. I AM FINALLY BACK TO LIFE!
(..can't help being lame for a while XD)
Oh my. Forgot how I led my life before this thing called A Levels.
I've left this page rotting for the past 4 months and let MYSELF rot for the past 4 months or so.
You wouldn't wanna know my life was. But I'm positive I've studied even more than UPSR, PMR, SPM and whatever ujian combined.
And it's (almost) O-V-E-R!!
I'm starting to breathe the air again kyaaa!
Went out yesterday straight after Physics paper for a movie. Haha no 2012 of course. I would be closing my eyes throughout the entire movie so what's the point.
My camera is doomed. Thought it was my fault but apparently many Sony customers faced the same problem. Grrr Sony was (and still is) my fav cam brand.
Stupid camera started vibrating like a phone on Ecstasy. And the fact that I actually thought it was cool when it first started vibrating. Until it can't stop doing it. Bummer.
These were taken before my camera went clubbing and got drugged.
On the last officialday of school.
Esther made this for all of us <3
The outnumbered lads.
The girls.
They could really carry each other though.
You know in Singapore they call those Beng version of Malays MATS. Like the Mat in Mat Rempit. I have a couple of MATS wannabe in my class. Funny they are XD
And when the Cheeenahdecided to join =]
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I think I'm gifted. Lol. Always ready for the camera. Anytime. Anywhere.
------
Mon says I look different.
My long long fringe lah. Blocking my (insert yourself) face.
And this is my funny Physics teacher.
My GP tutor was asking me few days back whether I'm interested in becoming a temporary Physics tutor for this secondary school.
And I replied,
..... I'm never gonna touch Physics again after A Levels.
LOL Sorry Mr. Gohel. I'm done with equations.
Yeah and if only my camera could obediently go for a rehab and quit VIBRATING.
----------
PS: I'm liking this guy who looks like Taeyang.
Obviously this is TY and not him.
PPSSS;
I'm randomly friends with this random Korean girl who told me she came from THE Korea and she loves a Singapore. Joke XDD
Finally back to the cyber world after a long disappearance.
Our mid yrs ended yesterday. If u ask me how is it, no joke, but it's like shit. Someone said to me once that shit is an easy thing to do lol, so I guess constipated is the word?
I don't get the point of the school for setting such tough papers. To demoralise us further? or to 'wake up our ideas'? Never once have I thought that I should just give up, but I actually felt that way yesterday. It's pretty unbelievable cos I was darn hungry during my Physics paper. And after much flipping and skipping questions cause I didn't know how to do a single one, half way through, I really, really, had the thought of just standing up and dashing off to the canteen.
It would be too dramatic, I thought. So yeah I continued staring at the paper instead of answering the call of my tummy. Blahhh~ As if any brilliant answers would pop out.
--
It's Friday today. Woke up at (stunning~) 12 pm and went back to sleep till 2.30pm. Gosh I need to heal my dark circles badly. Tsk tsk exams are killers.
Went through a lot yesterday night about people's personalities and human behavior, which contributed to my weird title.
Many things shall remain private..
But really, one thing that I don't get, and I guess I'll never get, is human behavior. How someone behaves, and what someone would do (due to whatever reasons that I fail to understand).
It's scary to see the people in front of me behaving this way, but really, I'm just as helpless.
.................
On a lighter note..!
Holidays back home was nice. Well if u minus the everyday wake up and study part, the rest was lovely. As usual, I was fed with prawns everyday, lol my love for prawns <3 <3 I broke my record of not going shopping during the entire 2 weeks plus. The only entertainment I had was Night at the Musuem 2, and bro's graduation. But oh well, it's not all that pathetic. I'm just being sulky, and dramatic. lol my bad~
We'll go shopping after i'm done packing up all my stuff. Gosh, my room has been a total total MESS.
Everytime I gather all my strength to pack, I'll end up giving up looking at piles and piles oflecture notes and PILES and PILES of shirts.
So yeah, called 911-which is my mom, and thankfully she's coming to the rescue of my messed up room!
GSS is up, sales are like everywhere, from 50% to even 80%.
Really, tell me, who can miss all these good bargains?
As much as I want to study and feel less guilty, the callings from the malls are way too tempting.
Just one last shopping day before I go to my MUGGER mode aye?
I know I'll definitely regret it later when all the work load and notes come piling up but really, it's holiday for a reason. Study break comes later..
So yeah, MALACCA! Here I comeee! And LANGKAWI too~!
Yeap, today's the last day of school before our June hols officially begins.
But really, there's never good news when it comes to holidays in Singapore.
Pathetically, we have extra lessons for the entire first week of June. Yeah, so it's like yet another whole week of normal lessons. So holidays? Nahhh...
And I can only go back to Malacca on the following week. Nice nice, I'll be going to my bro's graduation =]]
But yet again, I have to come back 2 weeks later and to be quarantined in Sg for a week before my mid-yr exams. What logic is that?! Dang...
Oh well, I;m used to all these crap anyway. One thing I've learnt here is really to enjoy while u can, and to simply look at the 'guang guang' (bright) side lmao.
Like today, we'll be having BBQ in hostel!! Yeap, something I havent done for ages. Well, for the entire year lol!
The best thing is I'm like addicted to this really OLD Hong Kong drama that's airing on 8TV. Come on, 8TV leh? Which really means the drama is old, but who cares? It's so addictive that I'm glued to the TV every night from 7-8 pm lol! And yeah, the best thing is tonight's episode's gonna be damn good=]] Can't wait!!
Oh and tomorrow there'll be hostel's talent night. Opps and that high tea thingy with MOE officers. High tea with them, I really can't imagine what;s the outcome./ It's gonna be sooo awkward no? What conversations can we actually have omggg~
I'll be performing for the talent night gahhh! Haha! Trying to do something before I step down lol! Gonna dance SNSD's Circus with Junyi. Yeah, just 2 of us, so it's like a lil weird cos I'm used to 5... Teehee! But I really <3 the dance~!
Ohhh and I'm singing with Mon. Of alllll songs, HSM3 songs -_-" Don't even ask me why..
Lol hopefully won't 'zau sia' tomorrow cos I can't even remember the last time I wen Kbox. (Okay I'm exaggerating lol) But I'm really dying to go kbox!! It's an addiction I tell ya...!
I wanted to do nice nice post for you with nice nice pics but my connection is really really not nice, at all! So I ended up with boring words...
But no worries, it's the thought that counts right? hahaha!
I'll try to beautify this post when the connection gets better ya!!
Nowww.. the real message for my dear DBJ member that I miss so badly!
Hahah! I'm not really good at words but I really hope you're enjoying every bit of your life now, like how you always do =]] with you cheerful smile and hyper personlaity!
I really miss those days where we g0 on and on dancing and chatting and doing everything till the middle of the night, till the postman/newspaper man comes!
And I so miss those days where we heck cared bout our studies, and just keep kaji-ing all the dance steps and slept together, and ended up going to school squeezing in the car, with all five of us!
Well, all I wanna say is that I'm really proud to have a friend like you, whose passion for dance is soosoo strong, and like even though I've already gave up on dancing here (well, don't worry, just those genre that I'm like o_O! with, still 'on' for those dance we usually do).. Yeah,, but i somehow feel that you're the only one left, out of us five, that is still dancing strong! Woot! Yeah, it's like you're dancing for us too gahhh so nice!
Okay it's kinda long and emo but that's not what I'm trying to portray lol! I just really hope that we can still get together at times, even for the shortest time, despite our hectic schedule (lol!) and despite us being seperated by I dunno what selat! =]] Cos I know I'm always happy when the five of us get together~!
Remember Mix of the Best? I truly agree~! lol!
And I have no idea why I'm like teary now, but yeah, enjoy ur birthday k!!!
You're all grown up now, while I'm old now pffft~! hahah!
Yeah I'm proud of my long message~! Make sure u read every single word ya^^
LOVE YOU LOTS!!
Ps: let's go another trip together~~ dannng! hahah!
I hate to whine but really, the slow connection is driving me nuts.
One click and I have to wait for like minutes till the sites load.
Wasting much time trying to get things done online.
----
Went to the briefing for the National Honorary Scholars Summit thing. Yeah, it's a long name.
I finally have a clearer idea about the whole thing, cos previously we just sent in our apllications without knowing anything about it.
So yeah, apparently it's something like you come out with proposals, debate and vote for the best proposal and tadaaa, u get to carry out your proposal with government funding of like $10000.
That's a lot, mind you. And just imagine everything I mentioned happening in a much, much formal and serious manner. There you have it, the NHSS.
We were assigned leadership positions for the summit, and I ended up being a Vice Chairperson of the Commission. What's the Commission? Long story, but my job is to basically keep track of e time, take attendance and make conclusions. At least that's what I know so far..
I don't think I can ever public speak, and now I need to make conclusions for the entire 4 proposals that people came out with. OMG I really can't imagine how am I gonna be able to handle that.
No Mon Mon or Ishleen to bug about how to make conclusions and stuff. Gah,.. Just pray hard that everything will be ok on that day lol. If not I'll end up embarrassing myself dang.
Walked with my heels uphill. Wanted to take cab, but I was thinking that if I can survive the Tanah Merah hill, I can most prolly walk around in Swissotel without falling.
Boy was I wrong......
The journey back was just horrendously torturing. Like every little step hurts. Started regretting half way through my journey, but it was too late to turn back for taxi.
So I came back with my feet all red and swollen.
Really, I admire whoever that can walk comfortably in heels, and some who can even dance in heels. They're amazing.
Good thing is I didn't fall or anything, it was just awfully painful (that's all~ pfft).
So yeah, got lotsa research work and brain draining discussions to be done before the summit on 6th June. Need to squeeze more creative juice gah..
Wallet/Purse KBox Session Finish watching "Crazy For You" Finish waatching "Who Are You?" Satay Celup Ikan Bakar Holidays Unlimited holidays New blog skin Go SM Concert Can I say, ken?
Happy 2010!
Wallet/Purse
KBox Session